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2011-11-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hieee all . Well , i've been busy working noow . OMG . The time flies so fast . Soon i'll be getting my N level results . AHHHH , i can't believe it . I've no idea of my results maan . DAMN ! Well , i'll update again , SOON :D Gtg now , mornight s!

Yeay !

2011-10-08T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hello all !

Now im done with 4 years of secondary school . Yeay !

Ended my paper yesterday which is F&N . Quite difficult as the topic that i've studied didnt came out . All i can do was to try . And yes , i did it slowly . Now i have to wait for results which is on december. For time being , i have to go for job hunting . What job ? I have no idea . Like seriously . Thought of working at sentosa , but i don't know how to apply. OMG -.- . Hehe . But i'll try tomorrow . All these while , i've been living a hard life . argh . but i've managed it . I will stay strong no matter what happen . So , till here . XOXO :D

Love, NamaSaya'Ain (:

Picture .

2011-10-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

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Hehe . Left two m0re papers !

2011-10-05T12:01:00.000+08:00

Hey yaw ! Hehe . Well left with 2 m0re papers . Omg . I'll c0me back so0n (:

2011-07-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

Heey ! Lol , came back for a while here . Life sucks to the core . N level c0ming . Lol . I just hate people who c0me and go . -________.

2011-05-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

Heyhey ! its been months since i update this blog . Sorry to those who read this blog . Thanks for visiting my blog . do add me up in facebook aites? the links are on the right under "facebook". Thanks alright . I'll always update there :D I will come back blogging on november :D takecare !

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2011-04-29T14:03:00.001+08:00

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2011-04-26T19:18:00.001+08:00

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2011-04-25T13:57:00.001+08:00

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Its been a l0ng time

2011-04-01T07:23:00.000+08:00

Heey . Hahaha . N0w things gets so advance till that i c0uld blog thr0ugh my ph0ne . C0ol . N so yeah , n0w otw to sch0ol . Mcm boring je . Tsk . I'll blog m0re i guess ? Till here , bye :)

2011-02-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hello . its been a veryvery long time since i blog . tsk . Somehow i hate 2011 & my life . nothing much . its just unfair as usual . One-sided love as per normal . I don't know what people want when they came in my life . sigh . Studies wise , its alright . & i passed my maths test . alhamdulillah . on 100211 , i lost my phone . tsk . my phone drop but somehow i got it back . Thanks to batucada girls & mr razif . Tsk . im getting lazier for CCA . Why must i care when other people doesnt . I don't think that they're even remembering me . Im just a piece of paper that you can write on but when you don't need it , you just crash & throw it away . nvm , who cares anyway :) . actually , there's more to write but it will just wasting my time . Guys come & go . Whateva .

Nights .

What are you people doing?

2011-01-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

watching tv . you ?

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

Hello, how are you people? :)

2011-01-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

Hello ! im fine :D how bout you?

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

OKay guys/gals. Time for the random qs moment ! What was your first impression of me? If you don't know me, skip lah. Duhhh ! -.-" HEHE :D

2011-01-23T20:32:00.001+08:00

Hahas . You're my senior in my Secondary school . & my first impression is : a guy & his cute curly hair :D . hahas :) How bout you ?

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

If you guys had any superpower, what would it be?

2011-01-20T20:40:00.001+08:00

Knowing a mind of others when you're talking to them . COOL :D hahaha

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

who is the one that nags like a girl? ur fren? ur boyfren? ur cousins?ur teacher?

2011-01-19T19:27:00.001+08:00

Hahas . i guess you found knew this through FB huh ?
Its just a random post :)

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

Not fair.

2011-01-19T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hello . I hate 2011 laa okay ? i hate it cause its so miserable . Freaking miserable . Firstly , this comp has limited time . wtf ? i can only use it from 3-11 . BUT i only online around 7 . wth wrong with you people ? You want me to study like a girl with no life is it ? SERIOUSLY , i feel like i've no life at all . Mcm kat girls home eh ? tsk. entahla . & you know what , just now in the morning , dad remind me about giving this SIM card back to him on february . Eh come on , im not deaf till that you need to repeat it again and again wah . i hate you laaa ! Why always me eh ? bias nah kau ? I swear , i dont get it . really . tak fair . I''ve been wanting a guy that could guide me through thick & thin with me :( . teach me good things , teach me how to think positively . Dear guy , when will you come by & be mine ? tsk . I have to survive this 2011 . I'll hope for the best , thankyou :)

till here then , byee .

Ever thought how life would be without you ? Ever thought that the people you love right now would feel if they never even met you ? Ever thought that your bestfriend would do better with or without you ? Ever thought what if things were like that ?

2011-01-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

Yeah . who doesnt ? Everybody feels that way :D

Just ask anything , randomly . :)

Mimpi indah :D

2011-01-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

Heyy ,, things have been great i guess ? :)
today didnt go to school , was sick . hehs . All i do was sleep with bantal busuk :D
Somebody missed me today :D:D
OMG .

Ohh && , i fell in love with this :

I just love this song :D He's cute . hehs . currently watching KECOH . So hilarious ! :D

Hahas . thats all , byee ! nites :D

Hatred

2011-01-16T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hello . I don't know why but i freaking hate 2011 , my family & i even avoiding some of my friends in school . I don't know why . Family is freakiing bias . Why is it that always my brother gets what he wants & i don't ? WhyWhyWHy ???? . For education wise , they want me to go a longer route . When things happeen , mum & dad always side him . why ? isnt it suppose the younger one get more attention than the elder one ? Everytime when i want to go out or something , there's always something that i need to do . But why always me ? Are you guys handicapped ? huh ? if you people tell me that its because im a girl & i need to do the housework , FUCK OFF . For me , as long as YOU have legs & hands , you are still fit to do houeework & stuff . Please don't freaking depend on others ! Life is freaking not fair . Had an argument with dad & he told brother to lock the comp . eh CB , its better i use the comp than going out there wasting my time . No brain to think is it ? Make my life miserable. Im not going to be nice anymore to you . You told mum & bro not to care about me . OKAY FINE ! If you ask me to do things , WHY MUST I BOTHER ? You don't even care about me , so WHY MUST I ? You guys are just one sided love . Even cousins , wth . When there's outing , you only ask my brother . Why not me ? is it because im stupid & im not suited to go ? huh ? every hari raya , dad always talks about brother to people . His achievement , goals , CCAs & whatever fuck that gotta do with him . Ya , i know . Im stupid till that you wont tell cousins about it . I can just quit school without you knowing okay fuck! Almost everyday you keep telling me the same thing , i heard it okay ! stop repeating . If you hate me , my attitude , just tell ! I can just walk off the house . Whatever happens , dont come & find me . But , the reason of me still being in the house its because , i CARE . If not i would just run out of the house . i have to stay strong . Sigh .

Perfect two-Auburn

2011-01-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

I would like to represent this song to all . hahah . Hope that my guy will be like this :D

Cuuuute ! okay , Bf , later2 uh :)

-.-

2011-01-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

hahaaaa . Hellooo .

Today , so fcuk . haha .. Saw handsome guys in school . kay , da diam -.- . No Boyfriend okay ain ? haahaa . Relax sua . Many things to do . Sume tarok 1 side. haha.. today training was whoaa ! i almost lost my voice . Oh & fcuk , people don't apreciate my song . i edited till 3am . yaya . Hard work paid off . who cares ? haha . even shafiee said " its okay . just let out everything thats in you " . i say , its okay . i dont mind . All my hard work paid off since last year . I dont mind too . As long as they are freaking happy with what they do , okay alr . haha . so thats all i guess ? haha . kayla . byee !

2011-01-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello . Now school have started . Things came back to how it was before the holidays . I swear all the teachers are just so freaking boring . Today english & social studies i almost fell asleep . Im just gonna slack for these 2 weeks & thats it . After that if there's no more important trainings , im just gonna concentrate . insyaallah can (: . & its just so frustrated like fcuk when trainings is just few more days. & what more the actual day is on 15th january . Can we make it ? No matter what , im just gonna go with the flow . OH and just now , there's training & shafiq "burst" . Just because one of the member went off somewhere in the school . I received a text msg from bernard sir & he asked for CSSP thingy . So i MIA for awhile . Im not far , just near . Shafiq came to me & gave a so-like-angry-face-but-keep-to-himself kind of reaction laa . he say he gave me 5 minutes till i report there . Wah f**k . You want to show people that you're angry huh ? eh , come on man . When you're angry , nothing goes right . & when people talk upon you , don't fight back cause its already the fact that they are stating that you can't see . O_- . Girls do have ego too . But those minahreps , ego is just the same as guys . lmao . im not offending anyone but its the truth . When those egoistic guy doesnt get a thing done with their way , they'll just make it their way . By hook or by crook , they just do whatever . Fight , kill , or whatever . You know what i mean . Stating the fact , everybody do have EGO . its just how people control & deliver it to the surroundings . & so i talk to shafiq . a slow talk . he admit that he's a kind of guy that can't control his EGO . LOL . Nanti aku tunjok ego aku baru tau . Terbakar skola nanti . tsk . Nevermind , i dont want make things to go chaotic. Im not that kind of person when it comes to teamwork . Im a relax person thats why i sometimes don't talk much . Cause sometimes when people talk , they dont think & things will go wrong & will not meet their ownself expectation . Oh . i need to polish shoe & whatever more . cause tomorrow ma'am gonna come . action siol . tsk . kayla . byeee .

Nurul Ashikin Bte Roslan ^^

2011-01-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hello ! hello!

Hahas ! okok , so in a few hours time , schools gonna start yaw ! whoaa , fuck . im gonna study hard with Nurul Ashikin Bte Roslan ^^ . Can't wait to see her sey . Hehs . So now im gonna put in my shoelaces , pack my bag , iron my school uni & get ready for tomorrow !

Wohoo ! wish me luck :D

2011-01-03T13:39:00.002+08:00

So hello world !

Well , its already 2011 . A Brand New Year . But is it gonna be a new year for me ? Who knows . 2010 is a bitter year for me . I don't quite enjoy 2010 cause , i've wasted a lot of time . Like really wasted . Tsk . I appreciate all the friendship & care . I wanna thanks Nurul Ashikin Bte Roslan & Ruzanna Bte Jaafar for being there for me ^^ . Tomorrow gonna meet Ashikin ! :D You make me feel comfortable in school . Can't wait to meet you ^^ . Thinking about CCA open house , its just too fast . 15 january & we are only left with 4 more trainings . MCM CB sia . walaaaoo . Fancy always cannot make it . tsk . Rifle rabak . haiyaa . we'll see how . gtg now ..

Byebye ! :D

Shagged .

2010-12-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

WOhoo ! Today walkwalk with atiqah & Adawiyah .

She bought her camera too . So apalagi beb, CAMWHORE ! :D

After that accompany tasha go GEKPOH . Talktalk . hehes . Contact back with "A" . :DD

He called me . Talktalk . Dahlah , nanti miss . LOL .

Now i wanna off liao . Feel so SHAGGED . hahah !

Tomorrow got training at 10 . Ade sir enta dari mane . sebok je . LOL . kayla , bye ! :D

MUFFINS !

2010-12-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

Heyho !

Hahas . last few post its like so noob le . Haha ! Last few days , i did muffin.

I was bored. So its time for me to try some things at home . & Today ! i did muffins again ! wohoo !

Haha ! so there it is ! & today cooked dinner too ! oyster sauce chicken . ^^ School will be starting in 9 more days ! & there's around 6-8 more trainings till it reaches 22 january 2011 . WOHOOO ! Next year N-level la sey. hahaha ! im gonna try my best .. GAMBATEH !

okay, im done here . Bye ! :D

2010-12-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Heys ! hahahaaha . Last two days was HORRIBLE !

Had december 'period' :( . Hate it much !
Hahas . so basically , everything was just fine . Had a long training today . LOL . Im getting darker ! wth ? tsktsktsk .
Well, i was hoping for January to come by But , im just not ready to be in sec 4 . Once January starts , thats it . N'level's coming ! DOOMED ! >_< . Let Fancy drill end then study . Nonono ! still have speech day . wah fcuk le .. So manyy ! hahaha ! But , no matter what , daddy wanna me go ITE . SO why bother ? hahaha . Kaykay , dahdah . After N'level then can talk . LOL .

Hearts close , no space for you . Haha .
Well , thats all la . so yeah . i'll blog again next tyme . toodles ! :D

2010-12-18T15:09:00.002+08:00

Few minutes ago , just few minutes ago . Somebody just called me STUPID .

Yeahyeah , i agree , you're the most clever one in the family till that everybody talks about you everytime . Im not jealous , im just hurt . Its like i've been looked down by people when our OWN FATHER talk bad about its own daughter . He likes to do things in a fast way , but i DON'T . I like to do things at my own time . If i do slowly , why you bother ? If you wanna praise other people for their smartness or fastness , eh FUCK la . GO on praise till reach sky la . i dont care . I agree , im not the smartest in family but hey , when you talk about education reflect on yourself first PLEASE ! Jgn bebual sesedap hati kau doh -.- . You only study till get O level , then now wanna talk much huh ? WAste time la . You told brother go JC then now you forcing me to go ITE ? What ? you think i cant take O level is it ? Aku rase terhina sia mcm gini . If i go ITE & ended up my behaviour like one minah , you dont blame me . I can be whatever i want . I hate this life. really . How i wish to have someone guiding me & always be by my side whenever i need them . tsk . :( .

IM gonna study & study next year . Nothing can stop me . Even with your critisicm .

Goodbye .~~

:)

2010-12-18T14:10:00.011+08:00

Heyhey . Today woke up at around 7 ++ cause somebody called . sleep back , wakeup at around 9++ . Text "sha2" with a goodmorning msg . Till now he havent reply . he's busy i guess .:) . Came online till now .. & brother say cousin coming . kaypo only . I know what he's gonna talk about . He'll psycho my mum about locking the computer. Wah . like fcuk le . YOu wan come & sleepover , then let it be . no more . tsk . I wan go out & go popular please . I don wanna see my cousin face . Every cousin outing , they left me out . GOOD right ? its like who have money , go . WHo dont have , stay . =.= . What rule is that ? Funney sia . OKayla , im gonna get myself busy . gonna do my own things . LOL .

Love,

❥NamaSaya' Ain ❣

I'll be there for you whenever you need me :)

I l0ve Today !

2010-12-17T23:41:00.007+08:00

Hello .

I feel sad & happy today ! :D

Firstly in the morning , i was awake by the noises by mum & dad . I wake up then move to sleep at living room . The house was in a mess . haha . When i woke up later , i came online first then at around 2 or 3 , i started with living room then to the kitchen . ^^ . Sweep , clean & alot laa . Hahaa . Then ashikin & ahmad text me . Ashikin say she get 20 points , she's repeating . for ahmad , he got to sec 5 . Goodluck ! & tashababe , relax. Move on with life aites . Next Year is my turn . No matter what , daddy as me go ITE . wth ? Nevermind , aim sec 5 first then later can talk ^^ . Around 5 ++ , met up with mum at pioneer MRT to see my new niece . Her name is MUSFIRA. && i get to know zuhayr is there too . My first impression was POPEYE . CUTE whaat . Went off at 0830 . Again , mum's acting cute. We took wrong . Actually , the story goes like this . We're from KK hospital then want go to the nearest MRT which is little india . There's 57 , 166 & more la. but i wan take 166 cause can stop at Singapore Poly & take 185 . Bus 57 , stop at bukit merah . Firstly mummy wan go little india MRT station , so took 57 . cause only 1 stop . Then she can't get her ez-link. Its gonna reach then she got that ez-link card of hers . tsktsk . OHMYGEE ! Then , she say nevermind we go SP take 185 , then she realise we take 57 not 166 . Soo we came down at any stop . There got 166 so just take .. Saw city hall MRT .. came down there & take MRT home .. Otw , "shasha" text me . awww ! While in mrt , he send me a message , a sweet one . Cair jap . then i go ask who's that for . LOL . my mum say i stupid . tsk . so bad . Then when reach at JP , mummy bought roti perancis , those long one .. While walking to the bus , we saw a couple touching2 waist laa . Mummy kept talking , i just listen . Suddenly she stopp , i looked down , the bread jatoh . Haha ! funny siaa . SHe was like " aiyoyo .. mcmne ni.." .. cute betol. she quickly pick up the bread & walk . i was lauhing away .. hahaa ! Bought ice kacang @ sweetalk & took bus home .

I love today :D

Funny moments ^^

2010-12-17T12:30:00.001+08:00

Pissed off .

Will blog soon .

Haters , happy , sadness .

2010-12-12T16:16:00.004+08:00

Hello ! Hahas . so This post makes a total of 500 post ! wohho ! Hahas . oh well , i've been kinda happy when i found out something . About a guy who cheated a lot of guys by using people pictures . haha . Kau tak pandai tipu uh boy . Sape makan cili , dier yang rase pedas okay ? Haha . OKayla , now i shall blog properly :) . Hmmm , there's a lot of things that happened to me . Like fcuk leh . Now , mums keep nagging like ALOT . She never fail to nag everytime she comes back from work . Dad , he always "sigh" whenever things that he wants is not infront of his face . urgh . Brother , he always ask me to do his things . eh fcuk la , im not your maid okay ? HELLO . Imma HUMAN okay ? If you wanna ask me to do something , tell me nicely . Don't treat me like dog please =_=' . im not being sarcastic its just how i feel . HAISH ! When i go out with family , i dont quite like it cause everybody will show attitude -.- . dad & his sigh , mum & her nags , brother & his this and that . & im the middle thingy . Its really irritating you see . Everyday , its the same routine . how i wish im at eastcoast now , looking upon the moon & letting out my feelings. :( . Lets move on to FRIENDS . hmm , currently been going out with tasha & imah . but neh , december busy alr so can't go out often . Why busy ? cause i have trainings in school . & im getting darker . Soon enough i'll become ONE indian women whom have malay as her language . Hahaha . No la , i wont be as DARK as that . tsktsk . Last thursday training was horrible cause i was having flu , cough & sorethroat at oneshot ! & the horrible thing is that , we need do PT . wahhhh fcuk . After that PT , i was like vomiting inside the toilet & asking for some air to breathe . Naseb aku tak tergolek2 kat parade square tuu . Si bestfriend 1 ni , again . She has a problem , i asked her to share with me & she said that eventhough she share with me , i wont understand . eh HELLO , you tell me first la then how am i suppose to know ? I've tried my very best to understand you but then do you understand me ? Do YOU ? Eventhough is freaking , fcuking hard , i tried understanding you , i get it but don't you know that its complicating to understand you ? I know you'v been my bestf for like 2 -3 years . & You know my character . Maybe you think that when you tell me your story , while im fondling with my phone , looking at other place & not at your FACE , doesnt mean that i dont hear you . Remember , im always there for you . But i guess you dont appreciate me huh ? I can sense it . I don't know what to say to you more la. i wannt you to OPEN your eyes & SEE it yourself . Keep in mind that , there are always friends that you can lean on . BUt , dont show a attitude that people will give sympathy on . I know you don't like when people sympathy on you but WHY THE HELL are YOU GIVING THAT ATTITUDE ? Well , this got to do with karma . "What goes around , comes around " . If you know your mum leaves you , be strong . be proud . Dont show that sympathy attitude if you dont want people to help . i know you want to be independent . Think to the future okay bestf ? All the best. Im not being sarcastic again alright . erm , how about a last topic then ? COUSINS . Oh well , do i have cousins that cared about me ? I guess , NO . -.- . What makes me say this ? its because , on 20 november 2010 . There's a cousin movie outing . & i asked my brother about it . He says " if you get a msg from abg then you go , if no means you dont go " . WHAT IS THIS ? give the priority to my brother only huh ? So what that the movie ends till 3am ? who cares ? as long as im alive & im still standing , im safe . are you trying to say that im too small ? i can't afford the movie tickets & my brother can ? what kind of rule is this ? This is not the 1st time that cousin movie outing im not going . The 1st one was when it started out during exam period . Cousin say , if i have money then go if no money dont talk . mampuuuuus . bias pe sia ? When i post something on FB about guys , comment saying dont think of BF la . I tell your mum la . HAIYOO . tell la . Everything i tell my mum what . Even about GUYS okay ? you dont even know a thing so just SHUTUP . =_= .

VERYYYY laaaasssst about me : )

OKay so , all of this above is what i feel & happen . Remember , im a HUMAN not a DOG -.- . respect the youngest before the youngest respect the elders okay ? Thats why , when people talk to me or talk about me those bad things, i dont give a damn la okay ? Go and die . I appreciate if you wanna gossip about me , come on . Talk to me , f-2-f . i Dont mind cause im gonna give you a face which people will do when the get bored . So you understoodeddooded ?

Well , thats it . Im done .

Love,

aiiin

2010-12-06T01:09:00.001+08:00

hi . lets start it . i felt so fcuk up today . because of stupid guy like you . & im afraid to find one agained . i'll just let GOD to bring it to me when the time comes . insyaallah . :)

Kota tinggi .

2010-12-02T22:55:00.005+08:00

Heey . back for blogging but just a short one . Tomorrow , gonna go kota tinggi with family . Wohoo !~ Hope i can release my stress there ^^ . With the air terjun . Now packing up for tomorrow . & i feel very excited ^^ . hahas . I'll be back on saturday night . & gonna be very busy with trainings . like -.- . wahduh . hahaa ! so yeah , gonna end this now . takecare & byee ! ~

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2010-12-02T19:18:00.001+08:00

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Why you come back ?

2010-11-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

*screams*

Ahh-BITCH YOU . Why you come back ah ? Suke kacau hidop orang ? Da la kau anggap ex kau tu mcm sampah . eh COME-ON la . Fikir beb . & now kau dtg balek ? ape motive kau ? Hilang ah mood bile nmpk name kau . da ah . i dont wish to know you . & i don wan to know you . Kay , bye

ECP !

2010-11-21T00:15:00.005+08:00

Hello ! Today was fine . Went to ECP to watch the carnival thingy . made by warna & ria . Saw many people there . ohmy ! & lecak ! cause it rained for awhile . saw faizal isa , revalina , styles from beyond , thaqif , ize sulaiman , lela & hyrul anuar . OHMY ! the people there , hot ! went theere with mummy & tasha . But overall , the event was great ! Oh & yeah , supposingly , today , should go for midnight movie with cousins , but then , so what , sape la nk ajak aku kan ? easy , sape2 dpt sms about the movie ,go . sape tak dpt , buat bdh sua . yaya . im always left out . wanna know why ? its because , i think of mummy . who's gonna takecare of her ? later if she on her way back , if something happen how ? haish . oh brother , you're selfish . tysm . i'll stop here .

Whatever ! :X

2010-11-20T02:12:00.005+08:00

Today , im gonna say whatever in my mind & my feelings .

This goes to YOU . so here it goes.

Hey boy , dont ever think that i don't know what you're doing all these while . You can tell lie to other people , but not me . Long or short , far or near , i'll still know . I really dont know what's your motive of all this . You say this , you say that . Cannot this , cannot that . I don't get you here . REALLY ! Im not saying anyone here , its just how i feel aites. if you're not happy then dont read it . it really freaks me out . I dont understand this . & because of this , i declared that all are the same . If you know that im gonna hurt you , why bother ? you should say this from the start . You've said i've changed , you should say this from the start too . All this while , are you sincere ? OHHH . well , i dont even know . You said i played you out ? haha ! fcuk ! you played me first . Think la eh ! kayla , thats it . im so lazy to elaborate more about this guy . arsehole . -.- . not in a good mood . so bye .

IM falling in love.

2010-11-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hey . another song that i love . its from melly . & i think im falling in love . but , i wont .

here's the song . lyrics provided . ENjoy ~~

Hari raya haji :)

2010-11-18T00:18:00.004+08:00

hello bloggers ..

so update about myself is that , its the end . i don wanna talk much here . hard to believe guys . urgh . whatever . Please , don be sensitive . patience has limits . so please . I hate to face the world . but i have to . I hate to go through whatever people is going through but i have to . so whatever it is , i'll try. Okay so yaya , today is hari raayaa haji . went to atok house at hougang . And again , my family arrives first . didnt get to see bby zuhayr . miss him man . after atok house, then go uncle unos house . he met with an accident . at the same time , can meet zaheerul nizar . da besar la dier . he has this cheeky face. hahs . but cute though . :) play2 with him then went home around 4 .. took taxi cause im too sleepy :( . once reach home , sleep . & after wake up from sleep , there's 4 msges . miss calls . after replied , go back to sleep . msg fren . & i realised that my back it so effin pain . like swollen lor . well, i should rest now , so yeah , takecare :)

Love,

aiin<3

if you know , its gonna be like this ,

why do you bother ?

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2010-11-17T02:59:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/NamaSayaAin

why ?

2010-11-16T19:55:00.004+08:00

Hey . sigh . why i feel like i miss him ? we're just friends . one day , i came across his msn status . & suddenly i think that the status is for me .hahaha !! freak la ain . whatever la . but if its for me , it means , the world belongs to me . cheybah ! : D. gyle ah .. he ignored my text & msn chats . what does that mean ? i dont wanna put hope on you boy . if not im the one that is gonna hurt . so yeah , i hope you will call me . :D till here .

Love,

aiiin :D

Will you walk by my side , take my hands & walk together ?

2010-11-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

Song : Bengang
artist : Akim AF7
This song talks about love . wahduhhh .. aku sukasukasuka ! :D

Aku bosan dengan cintamu
Aku rasa buang masa
Kau selalu mendustakan cintaku
Aku fikir kau tak searus
Lebih baik ku beralih
Biarkan diriku terus bersendiri

Ku tak fikir engkau setia
Walau jasad dan juga nyawa
Sebagai tanda cintamu padaku katamu

Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanyalah bibir berkata
Yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Terus hingga diriku terasa

Cukup berkali kau berkata
Jangan diulang lagi dusta
Jangan kau pujuk hati yang terluka
Tak mungkin akan ku kembali
Jika janji sekadar mimpi
Tak mungkin sanggup bersama dgnmu

Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanyalah bibir berkata
Yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Terus hingga diriku

Benci hatiku diserap pilu
Benci hatiku teringat janjimu

Oohhh
Caramu...

Akan ku teruskan hidupku
Ohhh
Tanpamu

Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanyalah bibir berkata
Yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Terus hingga diriku terasa

Ohh
Ohhh
Ohhhh
Ohhhhh
Ohhhhhh...

Outing again :)

2010-11-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo ! kaykay . so today didnt went to ECP but we went to VIVO instead . waaah . super bored . i swear . haha . why ? cause i was alone . sodey kan ? hahahaha :D walkwalkwalk . tasha & her " BF-to-BE" was really "mesra" . sodey aku tgk . takpetakpe . next tyme aku nye turn okay ? haha . gondeh nye budak . LOL. kayla,. i've gone out alot of times but no pictures right ? haha . my phone go ICU :( . sad huh ? yaya . whatever. haa ! so yeah , nothing much . im really tired now . gee. takecare :D

i'll be there :)

2010-11-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

Although you may not love me, although you may not care. If you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you, I know because I tried. All the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears I've cried.

I'll be there , whenever you need me :D

Haish :(

2010-11-13T01:42:00.001+08:00

Duhai malam tiada bintang
menghiasi taman hati ini
hanya aku sendirian
tak berteman keseorangan

My pictures :D

2010-11-12T17:59:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaaay ! im done with my blog! but damnit . so plain . -.-

My pictures gonna fill it up :)

2010-11-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

heyyy ... its been a loooong time since i blogged . whoa ! today bdk2 npcc go hong kong :( . & i didnt have the time to wish goodluck to them cause i wake up late :( . && n00w , at cousin house (tampines) .. hee . so yeahh . i have no idea what to write :( . erm ,, just gonna say , oh b , ily ,. haha ^^ . toodles !

2010-10-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hello peopol . Haha . Just wanna say that all N2 get promoted . Congrats . Holiday also got structure lesson . sigh . nehmind la ey . sec 4 nye psl . hee . well nothing much to update. takecare peopol :D

TOURISM ~

2010-10-21T17:46:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeey ! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy !

Your lipstick stains

on the front lobe of my left side brains

I knew I wouldn't forget you

And so I went and let you blow my mind

Heeey ! Today's fun ! went out from school and went to Singapore river . Get a chance to ride the river cruise for free ! hehes. ILOVEIT ! STudying tourism baybeh ! i loike . hee . now rotting at school comp lab with friends. heh . going home soon ! ! see ya people soon ! byebye :D

FAITH .

2010-10-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

After today , do i need to come tomorrow ? its just so bitter man .:X . She says , have faith . im still holding on aites . : )

Tmorrow's result .

2010-10-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hee . OMG ! tomorrow confirm dpt result . mati i . heh . Khai kate takde pape . kalau ade , siap ey ! hehs . lastlong eh Boncet ! hahahaha ! thats all eh ? Bye bye :D

Been busy .

2010-09-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooo !

Oh well , its been a veryyyyy looooong time since i update huh ?

Been busy la kans .. busy with test , quizes , school , CCA & family .

sigh sigh sigh . i'm tired of the whole . It makes me giddy .

I feel as if i'm trapped in a room which doors been closed . Lights been off & no windows. Why do i feel this way ? A knife poking through heart & leaving a hole behind . URGH ! People don't understand my feelings . Pemikiranku buntu sekali ! No one to lie on . sigh . Whatever , Guys are all freaking the same ! Kayla , whatever i crap about now , i have no idea la alright . Whatever to the world . Thankyou & GOODBYE .

Love,

aiiin

2010-08-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hey . Today didnt go school . Lazyyyy . after breaking fast , had a time for myself to reflect things up . i don't know why i suddenly miss 100410 . WHY ? WHY ? nehmind . what's over , is over . There's a lot of people out there . Come on ain , Be STRONG ! (: im so gonna buck up . its already in the month of august . & i'm still SLEEPING . i have no idea when im gonna WAKE UP ! sigh . i couldn't write much . so , till here aites . takecare ; )

Love,

aiiin

2010-08-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Olaaaaaaaaa peeeps !

whoa ! my blog's dead. well , sec 3 stage is really hard uh ? LOL . there's a lot of things that can't be said . too many . on 4th september , i'll be involved in a skit which mandarin language is the ultimate one . walao . then i have to learn chinese sia . haha . sure can one la . these week , i have a favourite song . titled : Tinggal Kenangan . NICE LYRICS ! ~~

do listen to it aites :)

2010-07-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

Heyy ! well erm , today was a tiring day ! in the morning , wokeup late. Then rush to school . have F&N test & maths . Physics homework from 53-62 . alot huh ? I just do whatever i can do . Hope i just passed can already :) . && yes ! tomorrow is FRIDAY ! im soo tired . CCA today was abit messy . They are not enthu . sigh . what's gonna happen ? i dont know . Well , i better go now . Falling asleep ~_~ :)

love,

aiiin

2010-07-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hello . Well , erm .. so long i nvr update . hmm .. Many things happen . I'm starting to like physics & hate chem . HAHA ! Been feeling lazy to go for CCA . I don't know why uh . Suddenly my mood of going NP everyweek has fade away . Im starting to hate F&N cause its very slack . the teacher , OHMYGUCCI sey . her voice , keep playing in my mind . Let's put aside about school . let's talk outside school . i kinda miss my SYF friends . the GOH & the SC groups . How i wish those times will last forever :( . nevermind la eh . its not the end . I'll just stay still & survive there. Feel offended for what la kans ? haha . I feel very tired now . I feel suffocated . As if there's no air . hmm , kayla . i shall stop here . takecare eh ?

Love,

aiin

:)

2010-07-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

Heey peeps . Well , its been a long time since i've blog . many things happened . Teachers changed . since after SYF , it makes me abit easy to understand whatever teacher teaches in class. Alhamdullilah . i'm happy for it . i can score well when im not with bestfriends . i don't know why . Few days back , mrs chia gave us a test . graph test thingy . so , out of 10 , i've passed . Amin . i've been out for 1 week for SYF , somehow it doesnt affect my studies . Now , i dont talk quite much . cause , i dont feel like to . Not being arrogant but i just dont feel like talking . thats all . is not that i hate u or what . Emotions are hard to control ey ? tsktsk . very hard . well , i guess, i gtg now . english homework not d0ne .

byebye

love

aiiin

2010-07-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hey . haha . today was erm , amissed day ? idk ah .. LOL . in the morning woke up go doctor check my leg . i was excused from wearing shoe . LOL . today instead of me being in the contigent , i was just the audience . after the show , went to queensway . eat banquet , took many pictures & off home :)

Love,

aiiin

2010-06-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey ... Today was short day eh ? Great , Today we're suspose to report at HTA @ 0730 . But then , im late caused , sherlyn reached interchange at around 0740 . wahh . limit liao . when we reached , the GOH & supporting contigent still havent take bus . I on that time stand with the GOH girls . skali 1 sir came , he asked "so here all GOH girls ?" i replied " no . i SC" . Then he say " ouh . SC go to the end" . wah. u bad sia . sigh . LOL . at around 0830 then we board bus . the traffic was really2 JAM sia . we reached at Singapore indoor stadium at 1030 . which is 2 hours later . so for the last 30 minutes , i sleep . i havent wear belt yet . My toe was aching . its swollen . it hurts much . Basically , everything was fine . Hahas . is just that , aishah ankle's hurt . just now while having our break time , i saw her alone at the back . so i shouted her name & wave at her . i wonder where's the others . So , when they got their food , i saw her walking alone , AGAINED ! wahsey . so i asked the GOH girls to stop & wait for her . mostly just move off . if i were still in GOH , im always there for her . :( . tomorrow , she's not coming . She's no more in GOH . sigh . wasted agained . nevermind . health is important ! :)) . takecare okay aishah ! :DD

well , thats all .

Love,

aiin

2010-06-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today im really fuckin pissed off sia . Whatever i do doesnt seem right . Yela , kau buat selalu betol . Orang tgk kat kau . Bile kau gado ngan aku , mak slalu sbelahkan kau . kau kan PERFECT . Tapi , without MAKBPK , kau LOSER la ! fcuk. Aku tau kau belajar tinggi , bile keluar MAKBPK slalu sebot2 name kau . People always look upon u . so what ? kau fikir aku kesah ? perangai pemalas nak mampos . Belajar tinggi2 pun tak gune kalau kau tu PEMALAS . Sume bende suroh org buatkan . Aku penat lyn org mcm kau . AKu tau ah , ape kau nak sume kau dpt . sedangkan aku , bile nak dptkan sesuatu kene usaha . Tapi eh , kalau aku tak dpt ape yg kau ade , aku seriously tak heran . Aku ade cara sendiri . Dari segi pelajaran , hidup n more . Kalau kau rase kau perfect then , tu Kaunye pasal . Haish . what a life that i need to go through . Eventhough i have friends to cheer me up , deep down my heart , it breaks into pieces . Well , Fake smile is always with me :)

Love,

aiin

2010-06-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hey ! yeay . he called me :) . happy eh ? mestilakans. Been few days didnt see him . tsk . sad lor . well , this is what happens in the morning , i slept late yesterday cause danial called . he asked about how to "woo" a girl & stuff . ish ish . kesian kau . while talking to him , i keep watching "diva popular" .. i repeated it for a few times. end call then continue watching . left comp ON cause charging brother's MP3 . so yeah , suddenly i doze off . n yah , brother went out around 2am to watch soccer at Macdonald nearby . i doze off & in the morning , dad disturb me . Grr ! he asked me to move cause i sleep near tv liao . i was really sleepy so i continue again . received text from junior . she ajak me go fajar sec cause the small brother having soccer match there. . i said no cause there's more things i need to do at home . sigh . i woke up at around 0132pm . i was really2 slacking . at 2+ i cook chicken soup . while eating around 3 , suddenly dad asked " kau da amek duit dari bank?" , then my reaction goes "huh " ? shits . i forget" . then he started his normal "attitude" . boring ah sia . called mum and asked why she nvr wake me up . & fcuk , she blame me back . she say my fault cause tak bangon . ah , yela yer . im always at fault . tak salah pun disalahkan jgk . haiyo. takpela . its okay . put down the phone beh gy siap2 .. gy centralnye bank jap . smpi , tutop . go back , dad nag plak . penat telinga. dad go work , continue tgk tv. when mak da balek , sian . naggings continue .. Eh , seriously im tired of this . ain tu , ain ni . i got ONE body only . not TWO . Takpela ye . ain can sabar . not like other people yg maki2 bile marah2 . haish . well , thats all la yer . Byebye

Love,

aiiin

2010-06-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

Heeeeey ! today felt veryveryvery happy ! finished LMS course already . Met new friends like , didi , tsu zhu , danial , garyl , randy & another chinese guy . had fun with them . On monday school reopen liao . i'll just bring shoebag & half uniform . met teacher for awhile only . gonna be nice . On thursday got training . Too bad , who's gonna excute the training ? the 3 Manpowers are away for trainings outside . pandai2 korang eh ? SELAMAT la yer ! :D . currently , watching tv .. Suria channel . well , just now went searching for some clues of some peeps la eh . & somehow , its correct ! i've been waiting for it like 1 month plus for it ? i have the speciality to feel something with my own heart . well , for that someone : NExt tyme , if you wanna play a games , plan first before you excute . : )

Nites !:)

I'm soo excited. i wonder how will your expression be ? oh well , i could just wait :)

2010-06-22T02:01:00.002+08:00

Currently , having a very bad headache . haha . no one knows except me . ^_^ . eventhough it hurts so much , i don't mind . hahas . kay , these are updates about me . school holidays is gonna end in few days time . but then i'll be back 1 week after school reopen . im sure , some people misses me . hahas. 1 week of training without a break . so gonna be tired . hahas . so yeah , im gonna be busy . not much with phone . well , i guess till here .

Love,

aiiin

I hope you're the one :)

2010-06-21T04:49:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken when at cousin house . haha :^_^

IN picture : me , zuhayr & talia :D

2010-06-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

Kini ku terkenang waktu dulu .

2010-06-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

hey ho peepos. i wont be blogging for quite sometime . busy with trainings , coursework & stuffs . so ya , till here . nites .

2010-06-01T14:53:00.002+08:00

i dont know wether to believe it . you once lied to me but i ignored . have you ever heard " a liar , always a liar ?" but , does this represents you ? well , i don't know . it makes me very hard to believe you . i wish to meet you one day . i really2 wish that . i want to be by your side , with you & be with you . But , i don't know . i can't decide on any decisions now . i feel as if i can; live long . cause , i've trouble people & make people hurt & stuffs . i've warned you but , you wouldn't want to listen . im not putting you at fault . i don't know what to say . sigh , i guess , thats all .

getwellsoon,pls .

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-31T10:40:00.002+08:00

Today , will be out with seri bestie to clark quay and geylang . she wanna watch d'masiv there & i wan to see clark quay . the place got nice view . hee . can't wait till it reached 1 . so yeah , now im gonna do some stuff & get ready , thats all . byebye

I hope you'll get well soon . :))

2010-05-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

Well , actualy i want post what happen yesterday but somehow , somebody makes my mood flung . whatever . bye .

2010-05-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

HEY . Erm , holiday already begun and i started to feel veryvery bored ! What i did today was , when i woke up in the morning . i lie down till afternoon . watch some movies on tv . Suria & channel 5 . im so freaking hungry . why ? because in the morning , my brother eat rice then he didnt cook . like fcuk . what i mean was , he finished off the rice & didnt cook it . i can only tahan till 2pm . haha . my stomach pain sey . i eat whatever there is . around 4+ , fold clothes . then halfway asleep . haha . at 430 , my favourite show , starts already . jyeah ! so watch it . feel so sleepy . then around 6++ pm , junior called . she wanted to go for jogging , n yeah she asked me to tag along . i said okay . once mummy back , bathe then get ready to go jogging . before going out , cousin at tampines called . she asked wether me & bro is free tomorrow or not . she want to ajak go ZOO ! yeay ! too bad . brother can't go . only me . wee! tomorrow @ 9am , cousin pick me up . yeay ! happy ! at 7 ++ , went out . once reached stairs , junior called . saying that the jogging cancelled due to lightning . haha . i didnt know that . so ya , went back and get ready for tomorrow. hee . && now eating apple . im bored . thats why -_- .

Love,

aiin

I wonder , what are you doing now .

2010-05-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

hello . today is so fcuk up . im just lazing around . i dont bother to do other things . i sleep & went online for 3/4 of the day . im down . im tense . i dont know which way to go now . im lost . The only person that brought me till that im here , is my friends . Thanks guys . you make my life bright eventhough i causes many problems . sigh . im not strong :( . thats all .

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

im sorry cause , im not a good person . thanks for the love that you gave me . i appreciate it , very2 much . i need time for myself . & asked myself , reflect of what i've done . thanks for everything, officially broke up , 260510 . sigh . goodbye loves.

2010-05-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

Heyy . today school was such a slack . haish . kesian neesa takde kwn . many people didnt come . less than 20 came . i guess. haha . we talk with mr ngiow and he keep asking why i didnt bring the crossword puzzle . haha ! so cute. after school , i went home . haha . got mummy mah . LOL ! once got back, did some housechores . after that , polish shoe for tomorrow's training . haha . mummy teach me a new way of making it shiny at a speed . which is by using the cake beater , haha . my shoe crack la sey . pack some things . im so gonna bring crossword puzzle for mr ngiow . haha . okay den , thats all . bye !

Love,

aiiin

When I say I love you. You say you don't deserve it. When I say I need you . You say I deserve someone better, When I say my life is better with you. You say I don't know any better. But when I kiss you, you say I love you, When I have to go, you say I need you. When I am with you, you know, that there is no better feeling then our love coming together and that is something we both deserve.

2010-05-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

okay hello people . today , im crazy . i went haywire at IMM . tsk ! i terpelecok while walking & laughing just now . i wanna grab other things but instead i grab other things . LOL ! so far i had fun today but abit sad . i got 3 U-graded . which is combined science , combined humanities & maths . gah ! fcuk eh , im so gonna study hard . sigh . hahas . well , just now just went jogging . fun ! i run like ape je . haha . kayla , thats all .

Byebye !

2010-05-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

Heey ! hahas . well today didnt go madrasah . instead of it , i plan to go west coast with seri . haha . met seri at JP around 215 . bought old chung kee & ice red bean corn . then waiteed for bus 30 . once in bus , me & seri was talking about stuffs . then she ask me where to turon so i told her , wait till u saw clementi woods sec . then yah , search2 . found ! but im not sure . so i didnt came down . && i panicked. seri say we wait till we found a shopping mall . haha ! my ice red bean corn melted liao . so i drank it . cannot tahan ah ! hahahah ! so ya , i told seri that bus 30 got go vivocity . so we alighted there . walk2 there . went to the top & seri blew bubbles. haha . then2 got few guys , they say " eh2 . ade belon . hehe . tiup la lagy . tiup la lagy " . haha . they make bdk2 kecik voice . cute pe . haha . so we blow2. we keep walking in and out . then lastly , she say she wanna treat me burger. so okaylor . org nak belanja mah . haha , but actually , she wanna buy her horlick mcflurry . LOL ! so ya , lastly bought that then head home . we missed a bus so waited . bus came and board it . haha . saw some guys . seri always aims for cute guys . haiyoo .. i mean as in indonesia guys . haha . she get to seat and i get to stand . ape je . then beside me got aunty and another beside , got one guy . an indon guy i guess . i accidentally turned to him then saw his face . OMG ! manisnye muke dier . haha . but then , i wont flirt okay . hehe . got syg already . and yeah , all the way texted with him . b , get well soon okay ? hee . when u tell me that you're sick , how i wish im beside u . huhu . im always in ur heart okay :) pictures out ! ::: >>>>>
haha . i donno what is that .haha
feeling syiok blowing bubbles .

haha . im attracted to this picture cause , its cute ! LOL! see those eyes ! :DD

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

happy 1 monthsary to us . haha . im just too tired these few days . sorry . byebye

2010-05-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps . sigh . seriously , i dont know why these few days i've been feeling so irritated & yeah . yesterday once i got back home . at night , i quarelled with dad . GAh ! he talk about the malays people from JVSS buying chinese food . so what sey ? its their money waat. i was angry so i marah him back ah . they didnt disturb ur life then u disturb their one . then dad say about me 10 years down the road . merepek . seriously . i wannt my own life , i need peace . No one understands me . sigh . i feel sad ,very sad . i wont be using phone for quite some time . I want to concentrate ah . so fcuk eh ? i HAVE to ! im waiting for 27 may cause , dad will be going back to work . when he's at home , he keep on nagging . it makes me irritated . gah ! okay2 fine . lets talk about today .

Kaay . i got promoted to seargent & im in-charge for administration . alot of work to do huh ? haha . tomorrow there's SYF training . its the last day to meet bestie . huhu . then after that im gonna go home alone . scared sia . got many abg2 police and civil defence . im scared. shall asked somebody to pick me up . hee. kayla . byebye

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

hi . im feeling so fcuk up . cock up . eye bags goona grow soon . im sad . it sucks . im hurt . so fcuk . there's no different between u having & not having in my life . you said this , you said that . i followed . but , why you do this to me ? huh ?? i feel sad when u throw comments to me . i felt like crying when u say u wanna die . i hate talking about death , so pls dont talk about death

2010-05-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hello people . sigh . i've been busy these days . then ya , i tried spending time with the people i love , but somehow there's this attitude la kan . like whatever gituk . i want somebody that could sacrifice for me . gah ! okayla . nowadays this are just so cockup la eh ? im tired to entertain u ah . idc who u are . whatever it is , im going for camp tomorrow . rasyiqah takde , nehmind . there's always endang . my new bestfriend la kan ! Hee ! bestfriend can ? we talktalktalk later at camp okay ? see ya !

nites . will be back after 3 days . :)

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-16T00:47:00.003+08:00

you're such a bitch ah kay ? all guys you wanna conquer ? you're such a destroyer ! you fcuking bitch idiot ! ihateyou ! you're evil ! devil ! Just don't act nice infront of people can ? & lied about your relationship & stuffs . eh , fuck la , if you want a guy , come on ah , tell the truth first before proceding . i feel disgusted chatting with you . i feel that you're cheap . sorry to say that . sigh . my eyes feel like popping out when i say you're name . like fcuk only huh ? you tell people this , you tell people that . I actually hates those people that chatted with her . fcuking heck care la sia ! I can't believe that i came across people like you . don't act like an angel la kay ? many people hated you ! Argh , whatever . i don't wish to came across people like you again , cause , i may destroy people like you .

whatever , goodbye .

pictures .

2010-05-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Yeah . this pictures are taken this year . obviously . well , some of them are just so LAME . haha .

Feeling as if im by the sea . ^^

IM happy :)

Hee . pictures of me . LAME ! haha ! enjoy la eh ,

ku sedih

2010-05-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

Haish , siapalah aku di hatimu ? Hatiku saket terasa menahan sebak di dada . Aku sedih dengan kelakuanmu sebegitu . Ku sering menitiskan air mata keranamu . Tetapi , ku tahu walau seberapa byk air mata yang aku nitiskan pun , tak ada gunanya. Hatiku terguris pabila kau berbuat sedemikian . Aku seolah olah tidak hadir dalam dirimu . Adakah kau mengambil kesempatan atas kebaikan ku ? Apa yang kau inginkan dalam hidupku ? Aku tiada jawapannya . Aku tiada apa2 yang mahu dikatakan . Kerana , setiap kali aku mahu mengatakan sesesuatu , kau akan membalasnya dengan kesedihan . Aku tak mahu it berlaku . ku kan tetap bertahan . Aku akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk memegangnya. tetapi adakah kau akan berbuat sedemikian juga ? ku tiada jawapan . ku keliru . haish .

2010-05-15T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hello . well , now i feel so heartbroken after seeing my friends change in a way or another . I feel as if im just an extra in this world . people don't even care about my feelings . such a selfish . But , seriously , i feel so damn fcuking heartbroken . Don't feel like going for camp . fcuk it !

Whatever , BYE !

2010-05-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

imisshim D:

2010-05-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

yarh . im the one that causes everything . till that people fight over a small thing . im just somebody who makes trouble . i can't even achieve a thing that i wanted . its just in a mess . im just a useless person . really . i've make many people mad. they don't respect my decisions or whatever things i've talk on . but no matter what , i respected them . they gave me negative comments . however , i accept it with all my heart eventhough it hurts me eep down my heart . scar .

sigh , idk wat to say . this year is a dissappointment year .

takecare .

2010-05-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

Hello mother earth . -___- ' . sigh . im freaking tired . damn it , seriously . Today supposingly there's no school . but then got NPCC PROMOTION TEST . rifle drill . so the -__-' . took 3 times liao . mepek ah . on that time i was just hopiing that i could sleep & lie on my bed. GAH ! after NPCC , went to MAC then head home . haha .. wash dishes , wash uniform , and thats it . done ! thats all . tomorrow first training for NDP ! wish me luck . i hope that im selected . ^^

takecares !

Love.

aiiin

Exams are bad !

2010-05-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

Hey . argh . today was a @#$%^&* day okay ! get back exam papers . many things are just not perfect today . yeah . let me tell u my results aye .

Mother tongue paper 1 = 39/70
Mother tongue paper 2 = 40/60
History = 21/50
Maths Paper 1 = 24/60
Maths paper 2 = 12/45
English paper 2 = 27(1/2)

my marks very pathetic kan ? haha . pass mother tongue je . sigh sigh . after school went to find mr shao for our class Tee . Gah ! nisa said that my t-shirt is the odd one . walao . i changed size already siak . babs btol . scared too big ah . haha . yaya . then after that , went near 7-eleven topup pp8 . text boyfiee . hmm , today boyfiee discharge from hospital . Hee. feel like visiting him & be by his side . but sadly , i cant . sigh . sorry loves. but i can text him . hee . so yeah , once back home , i was hungry by then . so i went in the kitchen . go dig inside fridge for apple. haha . i was squating down then with lots of confidence , i stand up . and damn it ! my head hit the upper fridge . LOL . oh well , i guess i forgot to close the upper fridge when i open it just now ? hahaha ! ah yeah . now im having a mount everest on my head . it hurts ! haha . then when my head hits the fridge , automatically , i seat down on the floor and i started to say vulgar . haha . saket ah ! LOL .

tomorrow there's rifle test . gah ! wish me all the best . gee!

Love,

aiiin

ILOVEYOUSAYANG:D

2010-05-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Heeeey ! Olaa Olaa . okaay . today there's like only a few people came for exams . F&N and D&T people only . we have to go to N1 classroom . hoho . slack ah . i've forgotten whatever i've studied . haha ! teacher say study till chapter 7 . ended up only 8 pages of F&N paper. the paper is 1 hour 30 min . if im not wrong . haha . once the paper starts , i browse through , then i sleep for 3o mins . tired ah . LOL ! mostly many things i forgot . gah! But , im abit happy ah cause today is the last paper . hahaha ! just wait for results . LOL . well , tomorrow we're gonna get back our english , maths paper 2 , history & another paper. reach school at 1130 . Hee . good ! tired ah siak . LOL ! so yeah , this week and next week gonna be busy . gah ! LOL . Lets see .. erm ..

- 13 may [ Promotion test-rifle drill ]
- 14 may [ NDP rehearsal-1st tryout at HTA]
-15 may [ NDP rehearsal ]
-16 may [ religious class ]
-17 till 19 may [ sec 3 camp]
-20 may-ROD for sec 4 . [ where its the last parade for sec 4]
-21 may [ NDP rehersal ]

& there's more . gah ! gonna be tired ! cool ah . haha . my time is booked ! Hee !so i won't rot at home . hee . && . just now text boyfiee . he's in hospital CGH with his mummy . he fainted & having headache . sigh . please takecare of yourself . im worried till now . huhu . get well soon kay .

with lots of love ,

Aiiiin :DD

2010-05-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

Heey . well , tomorrow exams gonna end . Last paper tomorrow which is , Food&Nutrition. Oh well, i still have not study yet . im having headache now . pain ah . yesterday i was also having headache . my vision was blur . sigh . so yah , i walked slowly home . i bare with it . i though im gonna have fever but suprisingly , there's no fever at all . hmm .. hahas ."hmmm" , boyfiee's favourite word. ya , so hmm .. hahaha . so now , my body all aching & my head felt heavy . huhu . just now , boyfiee leave a msg saying that he's in hospital . what happen b ? huhu . i text u , u nvr reply . so sad . b , pls reply me . i'll appreciate if u reply me every now and then . huhu .

by hearing about boyfiee , i cant concentrate on F&N tomorrow . its just too many & im having headache now . gah :( .

ILOVEYOU:D

&&& yeah ! i was nominated for NDP . maybe as a supporting contigent or GOH . hee !wish me luck !

dots ah eh .

2010-05-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello . well erm , today was damn it ! boring to the core ah . suppose that today , me & bestie go ECP . but then , ah , whatever eh . i don't know wether you're just lazy or whatever reason you have . you spoil my mood today ah . wokeup in the morning then help clean living room . dad in the kitchen like waaat only . mumbling himself so i asked him to go inside room . i clean & do everything my own . called some friends , all busy . bored siao . went online for while then went to junior house. slack there . memorise "mimpi indah" song . nice ah . her parents went to geylang with the adeks2 . so no noise . once they got back , we act as if we were studying. padahal2 . then the mum do epok2 . so i pack2 my things first then help . kecoh ah inside the kitchen . went home around 8 . bought pp8 , texted boyfiee. reply lmbt -_____- . argh . once home , feel like eating , but not hungry . like wat only kan ? ate cococrunch & one glass of milk . ergh . stomachache ah siao . texted bf all the way . then , he didnt reply ah . now still waiting.. *blablablabla* . whatever for today . anything for tomorrow . bye .

whatever -____-

2010-05-07T22:54:00.008+08:00

hello . gah . today , dont feel good ah . abit of moodswing . came to school reach abit late . like whatever eh . reach class , flip pages of CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK . kay ah . i diedie try to remember the whatever thing structure . but then , fcuk la . didnt appear for exam . i finished the paper quite early ah . its 1 hr 15 min . at first i thought i cant finish on time . lol . but i did . after chemistry , we talk2 among friends ah . then bestie say that section B got 3 qns but only pick 2 . then i was like " huh ?? shit !" . i swear i didnt read the instruction . really . i admit . then i was like " whatever " . then went down to F&N room to search for mrs pada . she say she wanna give notes for F&N exam , then wait2 outside F&N room like what onnlyyy . wasted . From F&N room , walk to the normal place .. wait for junior . she say she need to stay back for the NP thingy . then blablabla . decided to go home . like siak je . need to wait for like 4 hours till 1 ?? walk out from school den suddenly something happen . its only between me & junior. hahas . only the 2 of us know about it . we laugh all the way till bustop . den skipskipskip . reach junior house . watch tv , eat , then sleep. wake up , comb her hair & stuff then revise abit . Head home after that ., once reach , called mum . she say get ready cause she gonna reach interchange . so i quickly go bathe . then get ready , go out . then in bus , seri text me . OMG . she's in the bus . once reach interchange then walk with her for awhile , saw mum then salam2 . walkwalk . then we took the escalator which is the flat one . my shoe was the slippery type one , so i went to slide my shoe . den suddenly , my right shoe heel , broke off . haha ! then whatever ah . i dont care. just walk like that. dad wanna eat at banquet but then full so we went to KFC. okaylor . i agree that there's many people . ah yeah , i stand infront of a table which i was waiting for that human to move . then , fcuk la eh , suddenly got this 2 women , they just seat siak ! like @#$%%&^()! i was very moody at that time so i told mum just bring home and eat . after talking to mum , quickly walk out . penat ah sia .then dad call me in . got seat . ya . fine . while waiting , got this two minah ah , what sia stare stare ? tak happy pe ? mepek . nak mkn , mkn je ah . takyah nak stare2 pe . go die ah korang . den bile part nie , teringat psl smlm . baru kuat skola den jln nak gy bustop . skali tetibe , ade bdk2 kental mane tah . tibe2 ejek2 org . takde life pe korang ? perangai setan siak ! berani ejek , ejek depan2 ah . takyah semunyik2 ah . mepek . takde life ! bodoh ! kay . back to today , after finish eating then go NTUC . kiwakk . aku yg shopping byk . i buy fruits , cereal , milk & more ! haha ! healthy one aye ! den bagos ah , bile balek , barang berat2 i bawwa k. gah ! den i ask mum for pp8 money . she gave me $10 only . weii ? $10 only ?? da ah . takyah topup sua . campak hp jauh2 eh ? $10 simpan . take bus home , then whatever ah , otak buntu ah ! balek rumah je , " ain , nak air " , ain, nak tu . ain , nak ni ." penat ah . bile jerit , marah . ah , pape ah .

Bye .

p/s : sorry for all the vulgars . im just too tired .:)

2010-05-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

" OH , ternyata kedua-dua pihak , sama ? "

2010-05-06T21:10:00.003+08:00

Heeyy ! well , today somehow makes me smile & sad & abit of angry .
why ? firstly , im happy because , when i was doing my social studies just now , suddenly in my mind there's an imagination of me , boyfiee& bestfriend at east coast beach . seating together . then , i was like smiling to myself sia . haiyo .i can't concentrate on the paper for like few minutes. sigh . sweet la kononnye ? hahas . its really hard for me to concentrate ah , cause everytime when i tried reading the question , that imagination , came back . haha ! kaayy . shh ! kinda miss him kaay . haha ! after social studies was maths paper 1 . LOL . i forgot the completing square method . ahh ! wasted ! haha . don';t wish to elaborate more . hee . takcare!

Love,

aiin

2010-05-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

Olaaa peeepos ! Huakhuakhuak . okaaay , so yeah . in the morning did normal routine . i force myself to wake up early cause every morning , my junior will give me a wakeup call . so sweet la kan ? haha . thanks adek :) . so yeah . met her at bustop . text boyfiee. suddenly i felt happy when i texted him . Hee . today had maths paper 2 and history . okaay , for maths paper 2 , i left out few questions cause , i really2 forget how to do . i counted those question which i left out , total of 16 marks that i've wasted. haha . i just jope that i could pass my maths this year . really . i did pass my maths for CA1 . dad says if i pass my MYE , i can get that itouch phone . urgh . nehmind . tak heran sgt psl itouch phone tu . lOL . then after maths paper 2 finished , went down for recess . ate sandwich . then sempat text boyfiee jap . Hee. at the same time revise history . then usually ah , got this girl name azila . sialleh . she very damn noisy ah sia . everytime when i read a line , then she talk to bestie . she like to bebual world . haha ! so yeah , whatever i read just now , didnt insert in my head. after recess , went back to class . history paper starts , firstly , i felt sleepy . hah . i slept for like 10 mins . its starts at 1230 . then i started to feel sleepy at 1040 . i told myself, " kay ain . u sleep then at 1050 wake up" . haha ! good kan ? then as time past by , i realised that i dont have enough time . so i rushed and i write whatever i can write . mostly , craps & repeated points . hahahaha ! end at 12 . then have physics at 1 till 230 . then bestie want go meet F&N teacher . then talk2 to mrs pada . she gave sandwich . then i go ask for milo . LOL . she told me to do myself. okaylor . i do myself , i drink it . then skipskipskip . bestie send me to bustop and waited for me till i took bus . thanks! text boyfiee at the same time . kan ? or didnt i ? haha . i forget ah . LOL . then blablabla . when i want to alight from the bus , skali the driver close the door sia . why ? because there's two indian in front of me that blocks me from alighting . so im abit late and luckily , when i alight , the door didnt close fully . if fully , i die .-____-'' hahaha ! i was like mumbling to myself all the way to home . haha . and yeah ! i forget , dad operates his another eye today . haiyoo . he'll be staying at home for 1 month . so long . everyday , confirm nagging . LOL . kay ah . well , i should be studyin now but im watching RATNA and chatting with boyfiee . Hahas . tomorrow , there's maths paper 1 & social studies. gahh ! nehmind . goodluck to me .

Love,

aiiin

2010-05-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

these few days , i've been increasing my voice towards mum . I don't know whats my problem . i've been rude to mummy . i've no mood too . exams is on & i've no mood to study . neither talk nicely with people . Cause these few days , people are just challenging my patience . seriously but im just telling myself to stay patient , really2 patient . why are YOU trying to testing it ? when will YOU stop testing me ? or , YOU are just waiting for me to spit it out everything ?? What YOUwant actually ? argh . please la , you're just making it hard for me . Heart ache ah . thats it , bye

2010-05-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

Get to know:

Time Started: 0735pm
Name: Nur Ain Bte J
Single or Taken: Taken
Sex: Female.
Birthday: 21/08/95.
Sign: Leo
Eye Colour: Ocean Blue
What Are You Wearing: T-shirts & normal shorts
Where Do You Live: Singapore
Righty or Lefty: Righty

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Favourite:

Where Is Your Favourite Place To Shop: Erm , ihavenoidea
Colour: Light blue , Light pink & rainbow
Number: 7
Boys Name: -
Girls Name: Rasyiqah , atiqah
Animal: Turtle , terrapin
Month: August,September,December,
Movie: -
Juice: Apple
Breakfast: Sandwich & soya bean
Favourite Cartoon Character: Pooh & Teletubbies

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Have You Ever:

Given Anyone A Bath: Yes.
Smoked: No.
Bungee Jumped: No.
Gone Skinny Dipping: No.
Eaten A Dog: No.
Put Your Tounge On A Frozen Pole: Nope.
Loved Someone So Much It Made You Cry: i think so .
Broken A Bone: No.
Played Truth Or Dare: Yes.
Been In A Physical Fight: Yes.
Been In A Police Car: yes
Been In A Hot Tub: nope
Swam In The Ocean: Yes.
Fallen Asleep In School: Yes
Ran Away: No.
Broken Someones Heart: Maybe ?
Cried When Someone Died: No
Cried In School: Yes.
Fell Of Your Chair: Yes.
Sat By The Phone All Night Waiting For Someone To Call: No.
Saved AIM/MSN Conversations: Yes.

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What is?

Your Good Luck Charm: I don’t have one , or good luck.
Best Song You’ve Ever Heard: No idea
What’s Your Room Like: Like a normal room ? durh . LOL
What Kind Of Shampoo Do You Use: Rejoice
Do You Believe In Karma: what is karma ? haha

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Have You Had:

Chicken Pox: nope
Sore Throat: Yes
Stitches: No.
Broken Nose: No.

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Do You:

Believe In Love At First Sight: Maybe.
Like Picnics: IlovePicnics.
Like School: not 100%
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What Schools Have You Gone To: Many
Would You Eat A Live Hamster For $1,000,000: No - That’s to0 harsh.
Who Was The Last Person That Called You: Mother
What Makes You Laugh The Most: Friends.

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Last Person:

You Yelled At: nobody
Who Broke Your Heart: i dont know /
Who Is Your Loudest Friend: To Many To Choose From.

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Do You:

Like Filling These Out: Yes. sort off
Do You Wear Contacts Or Glasses: none .
Do You Like Yourself: Don’t Mi
Do You Get Along With Your Family: Suprisingly Yes.
Obsessive: nope
Compulsive: No.
Anorexic: huh ?

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Final Questions:

What Are You Listening To Right Now: Samson-kenangan terindah
What Did you Do Yesterday: Went to school , study & more !
Hate Someone In Your Family: some .
What Car Do You Wish You Has: no idea. haha .
Where Do You Want To Get Married: by the beach
If You Could Change Anything About Yourself What Would It Be: The Way I Look.
How Many Remote Controls Are In Your House: 3 ?
Are You Double Jointed: Nope.
Last Time You Took A Bath: This Morning.
The Last Movie You Saw At The Cinemas: Twilight
Do You Like Scary Or Happy Movies: Happy is better
Black or White: Doesn’t Matter One Bit.
Root Beer or Dr Pepper: root beer
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
Silver or Gold: Silver.
Diamond or Pearl: diamond
Sunrise or Sunset: Both.
Sprite or 7up: Both.
Cats or Dogs: cats
Coffee or Tea: Tea
Phone or in Person: depends
Are you the oldest, middle, youngest or only child: youngest .
Indoor Or Outdoor: Bit of Both.

2010-05-04T19:17:00.001+08:00

Paint me a fairytale cause i don't believe in reality .

2010-05-04T19:14:00.001+08:00

If i were drown in the sea , will you be there to save me ?